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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2007|01:47 am]
[mood |ecstaticecstatic]

Everything just feels *perfect*.

I need to write more, but I've been doing a lot of other things, there's no time.
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(no subject) [Dec. 28th, 2006|01:23 am]
[music |Robot Chicken: Bugs Bunny Rapping]

M told me that Robot Chicken was on tonight and there's a marathon.. sweet.

Haven't seen it in a long time.
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(no subject) [Dec. 9th, 2006|02:05 am]
[mood |depresseddepressed]

I hate being jealous.

It just shows how insecure I am.
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Tomorrow can't come soon enough. [Nov. 24th, 2006|11:43 pm]
[mood |excitedexcited]


He went to Arizona to visit his sister for Thanksgiving. No will of his own. He had rather spent it with me.

But anyways..

He called me at 4pm today. Saying that he missed me and that he had a dream about me last night.

He couldn't really talk long, but he comes back tomorrow!!

God I can't wait to see him.

Just thinking about him brings a smile to my face and with him saying he misses me makes my smile even bigger.

Seriously, tomorrow can't come soon enough.

What sucks is that I work from 12pm-8pm. Time might seem to drag while I can't contain myself.

All that's going through my mind right now is calling him "Sweetie" and "Baby" and kissing him...


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I want a pet. [Nov. 9th, 2006|02:06 pm]
[mood |blahblah]

Well, more like need one. I need something to take up my time when I'm not working, ya know?

I want a cat.. I'm really more of a cat person than a dog person to be honest.

Let's see. I want a cat with blue eyes. Well, maybe. I've narrowed it down to these breeds:

Russian Blue

I know it's better to adopt a cat that really needs a home rather than get one from a pet shop with outrageous fees. But I'm not sure yet. I mean, it's going to be my first pet really. I want a kitty that I've raised on my own.

Now if I was going to get a dog...

I dislike small dogs.. I will find them to be cute sometimes, but the majority of the time, I'd want to kick them over a fence. Not to be mean or anything, but they're so SMALL... you know??

There are 2 breeds I like so far..:

Great Dane
Italian Greyhound

I saw a IG over the summer and it was so cute. It reminded me of a baby fawn for some reason. It had needed it's own blanket because it was so thin. They're much smaller versions of the greyhounds which in turn make them cute.

Why a great dane? There's a show on Lifetime called "Off the Leash" that I saw one night. One of the contestants had a great dane that had to wear clothing designed for pets and it was just adorable! But damn he was huge.

Anyways, I'd really want a cat more. They seem more content and reserved. They don't demand as much attention as a dog does.

Or better yet, I was thinking about volunteering at the pet shelter. Since I don't want to spend 400 bucks on the deposit fee and really don't want to sneak a pet in according to M.

I need to find something to spend my time on.
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marijuana [Nov. 8th, 2006|04:00 am]
[mood |tiredtired]

It was pretty obvious that Nevada was not going to pass Question 7.
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(no subject) [Oct. 23rd, 2006|11:15 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |Love Comes Again - DJ Tiesto]

I realize so many things at different times.

I need to write them down.

I wish I was more motivated to do things like how I was this past weekend.

I need to do more personal journal entries, but I'm scared of what to say.

And what some may think.



Love Comes Again

You have become
What you have always been
Light flickering around
Peripheral vision
No words we can speak
Our paths have been chosen
But all trails that we trek
Should lead us back to here because our

Love comes again
Just when I've broken out of love

Love can come again
You gotta believe that
Love comes again
Just when I've broken out of love
Love can come again

Dig within me
Turn all the secret stones
Forests and fields
Breathing with blood and bones
Still no word we can speak
Our paths have been chosen
But all trails that we trek
Should lead us back to here
because our

Love comes again
Just when I've broken out of love

Love can come again
You gotta believe that
Love comes again
Just when I've broken out of love
Love can come again
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Earthquake! [Oct. 15th, 2006|04:05 pm]
[mood |melancholymelancholy]

So apparently, Hawaii was hit with an earthquake and it's strongest magnitude was 6.6.


Luckily, my family is on the furthest island from the origin of the earthquake, so no real damage there.

I talked to my mom about how they were and everything and she was talking about my brother's homecoming week for high school. *Laughs* That's just like my mom not to make a big deal about stuff that didn't really affect them much.

Unfortunately for the other islands, damage was worse, causing land slides and such. They're running out of portable generators and people are hoarding the stores for supplies.

I guess I shouldn't be so worried about my family. I mean, we've been through hurricanes which I guess do cause way more damage.

I remember I was in the 3rd grade and having to wake up in the middle of the night to fill containers with water and taping windows/boarding them up. Having to make sure we have all necessities and everything, we were all safe and what not..

Thinking about it now, baby brother wasn't even a year old then.

Holy crap.. I looked up the date that it happened.. September 11, 1992.


Anyways. Getting sentimental of home and such.

That eerie quiet in the eye of the hurricane..

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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2006|06:25 pm]
There's just 5 more days left before I'm gone.

God I just want to get out of here..

This is much needed.
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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2006|01:08 pm]
the Romantic
Thanks for taking the test !
you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.

"I am unique"

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me

  • Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
  • Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
  • Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
  • Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
  • Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a Four

  • my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
  • my ability to establish warm connections with people
  • admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
  • my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
  • being unique and being seen as unique by others
  • having aesthetic sensibilities
  • being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a Four

  • experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
  • feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
  • feeling guilty when I disappoint people
  • feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
  • expecting too much from myself and life
  • fearing being abandoned
  • obsessing over resentments
  • longing for what I don't have

Fours as Children Often

  • have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original game s
  • are very sensitive
  • feel that they don't fit in
  • believe they are missing something that other people have
  • attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
  • become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
  • feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

Fours as Parents

  • help their children become who they really are
  • support their children's creativity and originality
  • are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
  • are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
  • are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

You liked the test? so please don't forget to RATE it...
but remember! it had only two questions!!! ;-)

you wanna know MORE?
so check out, what Wikipedia says about your type...

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or do you prefer to

You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose BY

Would you rather have chosen:

  • AY (EIGHT)
  • CY (SIX)
  • BX (NINE)
  • BZ (FIVE)


    The Enneagram Made Easy
    Discover the 9 Types of People
    Harper SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

  • My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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